December 2011
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andeverybodylies:
Breathe; Anna Nalick
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We talked last night. He called me twice and I missed the calls. I called back to make sure everything was alright. It was a very brief conversation, and since I’ve been missing him terribly it sparked a crying jag. I called my room mate and she helped.
He texted me later on and apologized for being so non-communicative. I understand why he didn’t have much to say and I made it clear...
No I am not going to congratulate you on your engagement to your high school sweetheart.
You are twenty. You have only ever dated this one guy. You still live in rathole, OR. No.
Don’t you at least want to earn a degree, or get a job first?
December 2nd 2011
I fluctuate between anger and sadness and bitterness and anger. I want to be a friendly likable person. I want this so badly I allow other people to use me without being aware until I snap and just lash out and sometimes I think my father must have been right about one thing and that maybe I really am just going to end up alone because I get to a certain point and I just want to burn every single...
Sometimes I just want to be all alone forever.
And eat cookies.
I hate it when someone on the internet thinks they REALLY know you and tries to talk you out of your depression.
Fuck off. I know I’m not an ugly worthless troll. I just feel like that because my brain is fucked up and I can’t afford to see a professional.
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I’m sorry that you’re a mooching piece of shit.
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Things I cannot wait to do:
Live on my own.