February 2012
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You and your boyfriend are JUST as annoying and alienating as the people you bitch about on facebook. Really.
Maybe you just don’t realize it.
Sometimes you wouldn’t mind having all the bad back in exchange for the good.
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It must be nice to be able to stay home all day in bed every day. Really. It must.
It must be nice to have money, and free time, and the choice not to go to school if you “just don’t feel like it.”
It must be nice.
So it has finally escalated to the point where you make passive aggressive posts about me on tumblr when I didn’t even criticize your fav character. I just side-eyed the writing. Okay.
January 2012
11 posts
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Your boyfriend is bad and you should feel bad.
Happy Birthday
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peonyproject
Take Me Home, Country Roads - John...
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I miss your face and your kisses and your eternally optimistic smile and the way you laugh and the way you smell.
You will never struggle to find an admirer. There will always be one waiting in the wings. That is what separates you and me.
Let’s all buckle down for senior year of high school 2.0
December 2011
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andeverybodylies:
Breathe; Anna Nalick
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We talked last night. He called me twice and I missed the calls. I called back to make sure everything was alright. It was a very brief conversation, and since I’ve been missing him terribly it sparked a crying jag. I called my room mate and she helped.
He texted me later on and apologized for being so non-communicative. I understand why he didn’t have much to say and I made it clear...
No I am not going to congratulate you on your engagement to your high school sweetheart.
You are twenty. You have only ever dated this one guy. You still live in rathole, OR. No.
Don’t you at least want to earn a degree, or get a job first?
December 2nd 2011
I fluctuate between anger and sadness and bitterness and anger. I want to be a friendly likable person. I want this so badly I allow other people to use me without being aware until I snap and just lash out and sometimes I think my father must have been right about one thing and that maybe I really am just going to end up alone because I get to a certain point and I just want to burn every single...
Sometimes I just want to be all alone forever.
And eat cookies.
I hate it when someone on the internet thinks they REALLY know you and tries to talk you out of your depression.
Fuck off. I know I’m not an ugly worthless troll. I just feel like that because my brain is fucked up and I can’t afford to see a professional.
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I’m sorry that you’re a mooching piece of shit.
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Things I cannot wait to do:
Live on my own.
November 2011
4 posts
Dream 11.30.11
In a hotel surrounded by lush forests and a whole lot of green. It looked a lot like Salishan. I’m there with my coworker, Sal, and a few other indistinguishable people including my boyfriend. I start vying for my coworker’s attention but it becomes increasingly apparent he’s more interested in Sal. I start getting ridiculously jealous. I lay down in a bathtub (presumably that he...
JFC YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE AND I CANNOT EVEN NOW
You rage about how women are mistreated and you expect me to pick up after your ass, feed your ass, and generally provide for your ass. NO. I just can’t express how enraged it makes me that you expect me to simultaneously be your fucking nanny and maid.
You talk about sensitive white boy problems? Girl you have them coming out of the ass.
Your mom freaks out if she doesn’t hear from...
For I am the biggest bitch who ever lived.
I have a lot of angry feelings sometimes. I don’t really feel bad about it. If I don’t let myself get pissed off then it just all builds up. I had a not so great day at work and I just want to unwind.
October 2011
4 posts
You are seriously the worst person to watch movies with ever. Holy fucking shit. I just wanna stab your eyeballs out sometimes.
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How can you be so socially and politically correct and so entitled and self righteous at the same time? All while acting like you’re unattractive and hideous.
July 2011
5 posts
Friday/Saturday Dream
In a large school. Sneak out of computers and come across a class full of my friends. Everyone is so happy to see me and it feels so good to be seen. Then someone yells JEWBACCA and the teacher gets very angry and I have to sneak out back up the stairs.
When people act like individuals who take their time or are loose with plans are flakes I get irritated. My boyfriend gets treated like this a lot. He isn’t a flake. He’s just really laid back. Yes, sometimes it hurts him and he typically learns from those experiences. He’s just a very easy going person and doesn’t see the importance of showing up at a specific time or...
Please just shut up. I’m in the same goddamn situation you are. Stop whining.
June 2011
9 posts
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1. I am inferior to you in photography and you’ve only been doing it for six months. And then you act all humble about it and apologize for being shitty even after I TELL YOU you’re better at it than me. It makes me fucking angry. That’s why I stopped. Okay?
I am so glad I grew up in a home where body policing was not on the agenda. I really am.
I’m just going to listen to Ani all day.
My safe place unpolluted.
I would really like to hear from my boyfriend and at the same time I am craving solitude. What is wrong with my emotions lately?
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